Assalamualaikum w.b.t...to all....(n_n)
(allow me to speak my mother tongue for a while...=P)
haih...even ade blog, xrajin diri ni nak mengupdate...
bile ade semangat nak menulis, tangguhkan sampai semangat dan idea pun hilang...huhu
but i'll still try my best! Ganbaremasu!

First of all, My first SNOWY day!

That thursday on Oct29 2008, i woke up quite late...so when i woke up and started getting ready to class, i realized floating-white-flakes outside my window...then i found out they are snow! i was mesmerized for a while as i was watching at the snow floating down from the blue sky to the street...
Actually, based on weather forecast, it should be snowing on the day before but the snow did not it didnt snow until that thursday...

However, i was more amazed by the temperature as i was out of my apartment building...
That day was freezing cold...! As i was walking to my campus, the snow along with the freezing wind kept torturing me...although i wanted to take some picture and video of the snow, it was so cold that i dont want to let my hands out of my coat's pockets.Plus, i was alone that time thus no fun taking picture alone...i'll just wait the coming winter...
But i did take a video of the snow, it was when i just woke up, saw the snow and quickly snatched my camera...

Secondly, My $15 trip to Hershey's Park!!!
Tanoshikatta yo! i was an enjoyable trip!

Me and my friends went to trip to Hershey's Park (an amusement park) organized by ISC(International Student Community) of Pennstate...
we went there by bus(there were 3buses) and the journey took about 2hours and it is considered near if u are traveling in US...
well, there are 11 rides but i only rode 4 of them becaused of the limited time(queuing had taken most of our time) ...The first one was surprising as i only expected it to be the same with the one at COSMO WORLD times sq...but i was scary but awesome!

My secong was the scarriest roller coaster i've ever ride...! I started by going up and down about 10 metres high VERTICALLY!!! iwas reciting syahadah many times b4 riding it...it was THAT scary~plus, it wasnt just the vertical part, there are also many loops that make me screamed all from the moment it went down the vertical rail until it ended....
However, because the ride was REALLY SCARY make it REALLY2 FUN! I got immune to the other two roller coaster rides after that which just cause me headache(too much vibration i guess)...btw, just look at the picture below and imagine you are riding the vertical roler coaster...huhu...

and LASTLY, ice skating with new friends!

Last friday, on Nov7 2008, me along with Farhana, Nana, Kay and some other freshmen, went to ice skating also organized by ISC...i not really an event but rather an activity or gathering to enjoy ourselves while making new international friends.
That day, i met
Chien(a young pHD Chinese girl,didnt know the actual spelling)
Rebecca(a Singaporean girl who knows some Malay word such as ayam, satu, dua and tiga!so sweet~)
Natsuki(the president of ISC also a very friendly Japanese girl)
and a mexican guy who i cant remember his complicated name, sorry! =P

(^.^) THE END~for now...later! (^.^)

AKAN KUATKAH diri INI...?

Bismillah...

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku...
Benar,
JalanMu akan akhirnya membawa kepada kebahagiaan abadi...
Tetapi sebelum memperoleh kebahagiaan itu,
Begitu susah mendidik diri ini untuk sentiasa mentaati suruhanMu,
Untuk meninggalkan laranganMu,
Untuk mengawal nafsuku,
Apatah lagi untuk sentiasa mengingati bahawa Engkau sentiasa melihatku,
Menyedari 'Atid sentiasa mencatit dosa-dosaku,
Apakah syurga itu layak bagiku...?

Namun,
Aku sungguh bersyukur padaMu Ya Allah,
Engkau sentiasa mengingatkan diri ini ketika aku leka,
walaupun aku masih banyak kekurangan dan cacat cela,
walaupun aku sering mengulangi dosa,
Tak pernah Engkau tinggalkan hambaMU yang hina ini,
Terasa bahagia hati kerana dikurniakan rahmatMu...
Terima Kasih Ya Tuhanku...

Tetapi,
Adakah cukupkah aku bahagia dengan diriku sahaja?
Aku tahu,
Aku tidak boleh mementingkan diri tanpa berkongsi rasa bahagia itu,
Rasa bangga dengan amalan ku yang hakikatnya sangatlah tak seberapa,
Maaf jika akan menyinggung sesiapa,
Tetapi sesungguhnya,
Rasa sedih apabila melihat insan disekililingku
Mereka tahu
Mareka sedar
Mereka punya ilmu
Tetapi mereka kekurangan kemahuan
kemahuan untuk berubah
keyakinan bahawa mereka mampu menjadi insan yang lebih baik
Adakah ini generasi yang akan memimpin anak-anak dan cucu-cucuku di masa akan datang?
Aku tidak mahu hanya kemajuan, kecanggihan, ke'genius'an dan kononnya ketamadunan
Jika Agama bukan lagi prioriti
Jika Syurga bukan lagi impian dan cita-cita setiap insani

Aku sedar,
Aku tidak layak mengatakan semua ini
kerana diri ini sangat banyak kekurangan
masih mementingkan dunia
masih belum berjaya mengawal nafsuku
masih...masih belum...masih banyak kekurangan!
Namun jika aku mahu tunggu hingga diriku menjadi sempurna umpama Saidatina Aishah dan Khajidah r.a.
Apakahi hingga sampai saat itu aku sudah menunaikan tanggungjawabku sebagai khalifah Allah dimuka Bumi in?

Maka sesungguhnya ya Allah,
Kurniakanlah aku dan insan-insan disekelilingku ilmuMu yang melangit luas
Kurniakanlah kami hidayahMu
Kurniakanlah kami keyakinan yang hakiki
Kurniakan kami kasih sayangMU
Kurniakan kami rasa cinta padaMu
Dan kurniakanlah kami kekuatan jasad dan rohani menempuhi hidup ini

Bantulah aku Ya Allah Ya Rahman...

Kuatkanlah aku Ya Allah Ya Rahim...

Ameen Ya Rabbal'alamin...

3 Tests in One Day!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

HUh!what a day...i got 3 tests continuously without any break today!

11.15 - Microbiology
12.20 - Cell Biology
1.25 - Macroeconomic

can u imagine what kind of day i'd been through today?it's really mind challenging and exhausting~ I'm glad today was ended...
I'd been studying for a week for those three subjects and it was quite unorganized. When i studied econ, i was worried about microbe, and when i studied microbe, I was anxious about still not started studying cell bio!
And on the 3tests-day's eve, i was confused which subject should i revised 1st! My head was just waiting to blow up at that time...Therefore, instead of continue revising, in order to relax myself and my brain a bit, i called umi (my mom!=P), talked to her bout my outrageous situation here...then, i listened to couples of songs while playing chuzzles....huhu...i know,it's quite overboard but i just cant help myself due to the pressure...
AND only after that i continued study...

However,besides today's tiring period, i learned and reminded about something very essential...
No matter how hard things go, just be calm and positive!
If we follow our emotion to much, it wont benefit us but put us in a more difficult situation.
And even though we are lack of confident of doing something, just remember our everything,ALLAH s.w.t.
He is our God, our Creator and besides ourselves,He is The only One who can help us in our life... He controls everything, our success and our failure...
So, ask Him for help, ask him for guidance and ask him WITH faith that we believe that He will help us... If we doubt of His Ability to give us success, who else can give award us with that success?
Only HIM, only ALLAH s.w.t....

and one last thing, dont study last minute(like me =P )!huhu...
but Alhamdulillah...although my marks for the two bio subjects arent superb, at least they are not really bad either..(still hasnt got my econ mark! I'm worried though.....)

THE GREATEST LOVE

Yesterday
Your tears flowed
You were regretting your sins
You were afraid of His An-Nar
You were hoping for His Al-Jannah
You asked for His Forgiveness
You ask for His Bless
You ask for His Love

Today
You repeat your mistakes
You never learned
Didn’t you know?
His Forgiveness is always there for those who solemnly ask for it
His Bless is forever for those who follow His orders and stay away from sin
And His Greatest Love is spreading for all His creations on this earth
Nothing in this world can be compared to His Love
You knew…
I know you knew…
But still, you never learn
Tears keep falling
But sins also keep repeating

Don’t continue behaving like this
Remember that death is certain

Remember that death can happen to you anytime
Remember that punishment in His An-Nar is very severe
Remember that there is only one chance
Remember that there is no turn back once your soul is no longer with your body
Strengthen your IMAN
Develop your TAQWA
Don’t ever lost hope in Him
And he will never leave your side…
His Love is the Greatest Love of all…!

Here,finnaly at Pennstate

Assalamualaikum...

Whoa...Cant believe i've finally arrived at Pennstate...and now it has been 8 days since the day i arrived at the state college airport...it was an exciting but still, a really exhausting journey.

I departed from Malaysia at 3.15pm but i had to say goodbye to my family 2 hours early by 1.15pm!It's really hard to say goodbye...i speechlessly hugged umi(twice…), abah,afiq n iffah...(cant really hug adib coz he for sure will refuse). Only tears keep streaming from my eyes...it really was a sad moment coz i might wont be able to meet them for another 3years.Anyway,enough about sadness, lets go on into my journey to Pennstate…!

The flight took about 4hours before i transit at Taipei, Taiwan for 2hours and i've watched kurosagi the movie during that flight. I give 3star for that movie. At Taipei, we dont really go or do anything other than checked out, went to toilet and checked in again...2hours might seem long but it really doesnt coz we have to be on the plane at least 30 minutes early before the departure time. But at least i can tell people that i've stepped my foot at taipei! hehe...

After that my friends and I continued our journey to Los Angeles which took around 12hours to arrive there. It's an extremely long and bored journey but it wasnt that bad coz I was sleeping half of the time during the trip to LA. Then, we arrived safely at LA. Again, we have to check out but at LA we have to pass through several pit stops by the American security thingy in order to make sure that we don’t bring in any illegal objects and thankfully everything went on smoothly…It was the barakah from surah Yasin ayat11…Recite it whenever you want to get out of any expected or unexpected trouble with condition your intention of the journey (or etc.) is good…like me…hehe…

I managed to take some picture at LA and the picture beside is the scene of LA from the one of the entrances of the airport. Picture on the right of this page is a picture of me n farhana outside the LA airport.

While waiting to depart to Dulles (that’s what the Americans call Washington DC),I ate some French fries and drank coke bought by my friend at McD and know what, they only have ketchup, no Chili sauce! I really REALLY want a chili sauce rite now…

And then we checked in again for United Airlines to Washington DC and State College…

We took a shuttle for the last plane as we arrived at Dulles. The plane to state college was unexpectedly small…Maybe can only fit around 50persons…The funny thing was two of my friends, Farhana and Ain, and me, were sitting at the row which locate the emergency doors. And the stewardess asked us whether we were ok to be near the emergency doors, could we handle it if any emergency do occur and do we want to change to another seat…It was an “uneasy but funny” situation because of course we don’t want and expect any accident will happen while we were on our journey to Pennstate..! However, we were quite nervous when we were asked those questions and yes…We had read the emergency instructions carefully…=P

And finally, we arrived at State College Airport…From inside the plane through a window, I could see the weather was sunny as it’s still summer but as I got out of the plane, it was windy and cold! It wasn’t too cold but it was cold. Then, I got on a taxi to get to Pennstate temporary housing (coz all of us can’t get in our apartments before 19August)…During the journey to the temporary housing, the surrounding was so green and peaceful…There were some buildings here and there and some crop areas…”So this is how an American village looks like…” I thought….and I just simply love it… Now, I’m looking forward for the next adventure ahead!