Assalamualaikum...
Hisashiburi desu ne...(It's been so long rite...*excuse me for using japanese language, hehe..)

I thought i am going to stop updating this blog but somehow i feel like writing tonight...
(After sooo long...huhu)

There's a lecture problem to submit tomorrow. Somehow no mood to do it...
I'll do it after i call my mom after this.

Honestly, I really, really, really miss my family, relatives and friends...
(Malaysia ni kaeritai...Minna wo Aitai yo...)

Above is the most recent picture of my family emailed by abah.
The picture was taken during their holiday to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.
Adib has turn to a cool guy.
Iffah seems more mature and Afiq, as always, is making that kind of face whenever his picture is taken.Kawaii desu ne...
Kak Iman is not in the picture since she is sooo busy going in and out of hospital at Makassar.
I wonder whether she has taken her exam by now...Goodluck!
And of course, My beloved Umi and Abah...Who have been always worked hard for me, for five of us. Nothing else I can say but thank you,love you and I really miss both of you...

And also my grandparents...Alhamdulillah, I heard that yai is in a good condition...
I still want to see him.
Nyai and Nenek...I want to see them too.Really...
Somehow, i feel i have not done enough as their grandchild.

Actually, since I'm turning 20 July this year, I realized that I have lived 1/3 of human's average age.
Insyaallah, another 40 years to go...sounds really scary while typing this....(-_-')
Like Kak Iman has mentioned on her blog, birthday is not a day to celebate but to be reminded that that death is nearer.
That make me think, have i done anything for this 20 years?
(anyway, for the first 6 years, I cant really help it right?hehe...)
maybe i've done some few things, but have i done enough?
Have I cared enough for the people around me?
Have I worked hard enough to be a successful muslim?
Have I learned enough to fulfill my dream to share HIS knowledge with others?

Ok, I'm now slowly building my self.
hait, ganbaremasu! I'll do my best!
sorry for writing so randomly =P

Anyway, still cant get away from Arashi...but, I really do improve my Japanese from watching and listening to them. I can now understand (more or less) half of what they are talking even without any subtitles. And they always cheer me up.
Yep, I know...I should cheer up by listening to a talk or by reading Quran rite?!

Ok, enough for now...I'm going to call Umi!hopefully she's not busy...
Later then!Mata ne...
wassalam~