Doa Seorang Kekasih

Sekiranya kita cinta kepada manusia
Tidak semestinya manusia itu cinta kepada kita
Tetapi sekiranya kita cinta kepada Allah
mescaya cintaAllah tiada penghujungnya.

Sekiranya kita cinta kepada manusia
Kita akancemburu kepada orang yang mencintai orang yang kita cintai
Tetapi sekiranya kita cinta kepada Allah
Kita akan turut mencintai orang yang sama-sama melabuhkan cintanya kepada Allah

Ya Allah
Jika aku jatuh cinta
Cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya kepadaMu
Agar bertambah kekuatan untuk mencintaiMu

Ya Allah
Jika aku jatuh cinta
Jagalah cintaku padanya
Agar tidak melebihi cintaku kepadaMu

Ya Allah
Jika aku jatuh hati
Jagalah hatiku
Agar tidak berpaling daripadaMu

Ya Allah Rabbul 'Izzati
Jika aku rindu
Rindukanlah aku pada halal untuk kurindui
Dan rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang Merindui syahid di jalanMu

Ya Allah
Jika aku rindu
Jagalah rinduku padanya
Agar tidak lalai merindui syurgaMu

Ya Allah
Jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu
Jagalah kenikmatan itu
Agar tidak melebihi kenikmatan
manisnya beribadah padaMu
tenangnya zikir dan Selawat pada RasulMu
Dan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malamMu

Ya Allah
Jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu
Jagalah hatiku padanya
Agar tidak melebihi kasihku padaMu

Ya Allah
Jika Kau halalkan diriku untuk mencintai kekasihMu
Peliharalah diriku agar sentiasa sedar
Tidak ada rindu yang semanis rinduMu yang abadi
Dan tidak ada cinta yang sehebat cintaMu yang hakiki

Ya Allah
Kau Maha Besar, maka berilah kekuatan padaku melawan nafsuku dan tetap pada jalan memperjuangkan agamaMu
Kau Maha Mengetahui, maka kurniakanlah insan yang terbaik untukku dan aku mampu menjadi yang tebaik untuknya
Kau Maha Pemurah, Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penerima segala taubat, maka ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku, peliharalah imanku dan peganganku pada agamaMu

Alhamdulilllah
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillahi Rabbila'lameen...

Nikmat dan Tanggungjawab

Alhamdulillah~
Kita dilahirkan sebagai Islam kerana sesungguhnya Islam dan Iman itu merupakan nikmat terbesar bagi kita semua, bagi diri ini.
Tetapi Nikmat tidak datang hanya sebagai nikmat...
Nikmat itu datang dengan tanggungjawab atau janji...

Islam dan Iman merupakan nikmat yang terbesar, tetapi kita bertanggungjawab untuk mentaati dan beribadah kepada Allah,memelihara Iman saban hari serta mensyukuri nikmat... dan syukur itu maksudnya menggunakan NIKMAT yang dikurniakanNya untuk mentaati Allah swt.

Ibu bapa dan kasih sayang mereka merupakan nikmat yang sungguh indah, tetapi kita bertanggungjawab untuk turut mengasihi, menghormati dan mentaati keduanya....

Peluang menyabung pelajaran samaada local atau intenational merupakan nikmat dan ganjaran hasil usaha, tetapi kita bertanggungjawab untuk meneruskan usaha dalam mencari kedua-dua ilmu akhirat dan dunia untuk memperolehi kejayaan yang hakiki...

Tetapi ada juga yang menganggap sesuatu hanya sebagai tanggungjawabatau beban dan bukan nikmat.

Apabila dilahirkan sebagai Muslim, Ibu bapa suruh solat dan puasa, maka ibadah-ibadah itu dirasakan sebagai beban walhal semua itu akan menjadi nikmat apabila ilmu dicari dan dihayati...

Apabila diberikan tugas atau jawatan, merasakan tugas dan jawatan itu sebagai tanggungjawab tanpa merasakan ia sebagai nikmat iaitu peluang, pengalaman dan manfaat...

Oleh itu, Nikmat dan Tanggungjawab tidak terpisah. Nikmat itu datang dengan Tanggungjawab dan Tanggungjawab itu datang bersama-sama Nikmat...

Peringatan buat diri dan semua...
Al-fatihah untuk arwah datuk, Hj. Moin yang telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada 29 Julai 2009 jam 11.45pm...Semoga Allah merahmati rohnya dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman...Ameen...

Wassalam~

Arashi...

Arashi...
A great and successful group.
A group with great friendship and talents.
A group that can put smiles on our faces,make us laugh and feel good, as well as to motivate us in life...seriously!
I love this group...No doubt about that...

But Arashi is a great hindrance for me to achieve my goals and the ultimate goal, al-Jannah.
Arashi makes me abandone my ibadah, studies, and people around me who I should love and pay attention to...
I know my priorities.Allah, Rasul, studies, family and people around me...

I want to leave Arashi, throw all their songs and videos...
but it's SURELY VERY VERY TOUGH...because i love them.
but I HAVE TO...!I have to...I have to...for my own sake...

I dont know when I will realize this goal...
but soon i hope I'll say this..."Arashi no minna-san, arigatou to, sayounara~!"

Harry Potter vs Allah s.w.t 's Paradise...

Tomorrow will be the worldwide release of the 6th Harry Potter movie, Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince...
My favorite series so far(both book and movies~!)...=)

Well, actually I just watched the first HP of Philosopher's Stone.
There was the scene when Harry went through the bricks wall to go the the platform Nine and Three Quarters, then I started to recall the amazing magical world of Harry Potter imagined by JK Rowling.
Flying on broom, enchanting spells, posts by owls, broken bowls and cups can be repaired just with a swish of wand, foods appeared form an empty table and a game named Quidditch!
A world like that will be really amazing.
Who wouldn't think like that? (well,al least almost of us...=P)


Then, Alhamdulillah, from a scene of Harry Potter movie, I thought that of course I can live in a world like that. Harry Potter world is a world thought by a human being created by her Creator.
So He definitely be able to create, and has created a much better world, a much beautiful place, and the most peaceful and amazing home that Allah has promised His faithful Servants, Al-Jannah. A place that Harry Potter world can never compete with.

But to get there, LOTS of work need to be done.
Harry Potter don't get happily ever after in that world by sit, relax and learn+work on nothing.
He do learn spells and enchantments.
He learns how to be a good and great wizard and fight evil.
He faces many hardships and challenges that he gains a lot of experiences to deal with life.
And he isn't alone and being happy by himself. He has friends, needs supports and love as well as shares his knowledge with others so that they all can achieve happiness and success together.

Allah has promised us His Jannah if we do what we are asked to do and leave what we are asked to leave behind.
As Allah has mentioned in Al-Quran, in Surah al-Maidah (5: 84 & 85), which means;
"And they say, "Why should we not believe in Allah and accept the Truth that has come to us, when we are eager that our Lord may count us with the righteous people?" And, for these words of theirs, Allah rewarded them with the Gardens underneath which canals flow, wherein they will live for ever. This is the reward of the righteous people."

Therefore, lets work hard as khalifah on this earth, sincerely for Allah s.w.t and by following Rasulullah s.a.w...
I may not be perfect as an example for others, but I will do my best InsyaAllah...Ameen.


Alhamdulillah...Alhmdulillah..Alhamdulillah...
Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira... (n_n)

Untuk Umi dan Abah Tersayang

Umi dan Abah...
From deep of my heart, Izzah nak ucapkan TERIMA KASIH...

Terima Kasih Umi kerana...
Menanggung sakit perit mengadungkan, melahirkan dan membesarkan Izzah
Masak yang sedap2
Suruh Izzah selalu tolong umi kat dapur, so sekarang bolehla masak kan...
Ajar izzah buat kerja rumah
Marah kalau mulut mencarut masa kecil2 dulu
Not just being a mom but a friend

Terima Kasih Abah sebab...
Suruh izzah mengaji sampai betul lepas subuh time tgh mengantuk masa kecil2 dulu
Bawak izzah pegi solat subuh after sahur and tarawih kat masjid masa ramadhan
Baca al-Quran subuh2 kat sebelah izzah yg still tgh tidur
Suruh join macam2 program kat masjid

And Terima Kasih Umi dan Abah kerana...
Hantar izzah pegi mengaji dan sekolah agama dari tadika
Belanjakan banyak duit untuk Izzah
Work hard for your children
Spend time with us although you are busy to go to many places and to do many activities together
Menjadi pasangan yg bahagia, buat izzah nak family macam family kita sekarang
Sentiasa menjadi contoh yg baik
Bekalkan Izzah dgn Ilmu2 agama dan cara hidup Islam
Selalu support izzah dalam ape pun yang izzah buat, ape yg izzah pilih dan ape yg izzah suka
Selalu beri nasihat buat pedoman hidup
dan Sentiasa memberi kasih sayang tanpa henti
serta banyak lagi yang izzah tak tersebut dan mungkin tak tahu

Terima Kasih Umi Abah...
Syukran jaziilan, Arigatou Gozaimasu, Kamsahamnida, Thank You...

dan akhirnya,
Sebesar besar Syukurku pada-Mu Ya Allah kerana menganugareahkan aku ibu bapa ini untuk menjadi umi dan abahku...Alhamdulillah~
Ampunkan dosa-dosa mereka dan kasihi mereka sebagaimana mereka menyayangiku sejak dari kecil hingga sekarang.
Murahkan rezeki mereka dgn rezeki yg halal dan panjangkan umur mereka dgn kebajikan.
Sejahterakanlah mereka kurniakanlah mereka kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat.Ameen...

~SEMOGA KASIH SAYANG INI KAN KEKAL HINGGA KE SYURGA~

Alhamdulillah...Thanks Umi, Thanks Abah, Thanks everyone...!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

Salam...
Yesterday was my 20th birthday...July 1st 2009...
Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...

I had a really warm birthday...Thanks everyone!
I got several presents from my friends...A teddy bear named Oh-chan=P by Farhana, a pyjamas set by Tini, treated with Dunkin Donut by shamilah aka CEO as well as two fun party/gathering at Allen Park and Dunkin Donuts...and warm wishes from family and friends.
To be loved and remembered are really wonderful...and I wish I can return that also with love and ukhwah...Thanks again...

By the way, my brother, Adib had sent me a song titled "Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang". At first, I thought he himself sent that song to me.I was sooo touched that I cried since I dont expect him to actually be so 'romantic' with me...hehe
But about two days later, my mom had called me to wish me personally "Happy 20th Birthday!" and told me that umi was the one who asked adib to download that song and send it to me...
Oooh...it was Umi who was being very romantic...hehe...Thnaks umi, Thanks Adib...Thanks Abah, Thanks kak Iman, THanks Iffah and Thnaks Afiq!Thanks everyone!

The link to hear the song "selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Hk9ede6UTU

Ceramics...unexpectedly done by me...!

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...
I'm now taking a ceramic class for my gen.art (required for my major) during this first session of summer semester.
I was expecting that I only need to play with clay and can quite lay back and relax during this class.
However, that isn't happening right now.
Although there isn't any quiz or test for this subject, the projects are time consuming and tiring, that I have to spend some time out of the class time to work on the projects...and do these clay building stuff.
Plus, my clothes will definitely get dirty since i am working with CLAYS...(kena sental baju2...selamat clay senang nak dibasuh...=P )
But, the results were surprising and satisfying since I had never imagined myself to ever do these ceramic things.
It is a new and great experience! (and I need to go to workshop on weekends...huh~ haha...)
Here are some pictures of me, myfriends and of course, MY WORKS!!! (o_o)

My first pot,...Or I can say a very horribly done vase...

The second vase,quite nice...I like...especially the upper part~

My first project...Copy any historical ceramic, done by coil construction...tough work~taihen na shigoto desu yo...
Picture above,almost complete,doing the last carvings...

My friend, Liyana with her Malaysian Labu Air Vase

Another friend, Tini with her Greek Garden Vase...

Project#1...COMPLETE......!!!(^_^)

Project#2...Internal Structure of a Masjid aka mosque.
Still working on in, this evening I have added the ceiling, but I forgot to take the picture!
Until the next picture!


BYE~Genki ne!
Wassalam....(n_n)

Places I Have Been To_Part 2

Six Flags
Roller Coasters and all the rides were Really Awesome!!!

A wide beautiful Field in South Dakota

~Badlands~
Seluas mata memandang

Yellowstone

Shopping with Uncle^.^

Mount Rushmore, South Dakota

Reptiles Garden, South Dakota.

Giant Tortoises

Prairie Dogs...sooooo cute!

Bear Country USA, South Dakota
Sugoiiii..! Watching bears and some other animals moving freely from inside our car. Of course, we couldn't go out of the car or open the windows. Those animals especially the bears were very very very CUTEY!!! Totemo kawakatta yo...

Devils Tower, Wyoming...

magnificent creation...Subhanallah

MacKinac Island...sangat lawa..

Until the next exploration...!(n_n)

Places I Have Been To_Part 1

RUBY FALL, Lookout Mountain, Tennessee
A 145' foot underground fall inside a cave
Coca Cola World and Titanic Aquaria, Atlanta, Georgia.
Pittsburgh, a very beautiful city~

Macam Harry Potter kan?

That's all for now...Part 2 will be continued...(^_^)